ill never get over it, but im gonna try

Hello there, how you doing? I've got all these thoughts just floating though my brain, they bump and they collide and cause a flurry of confusion, and it's getting on my nerves. I try to hold myself together, fighting off this mental weather; when i can (sometimes i do ). But this shit storm's never ending, and the atmospheric pressure's calling for rain.

This is what i've got going on, this is where i belong tonight.

I try to mediate between this constant tug-of-war machine, but wind up in a neverending game of telephone. There's so much going on, and i just need seven minutes to calm myself back down.

Now i forgot where i was.
Was it me we were talking about?

This is what i've feared from the start:
*I keep falling apart !

I can't stand the thought of losing sentences and every island of word ( I can't stand the thought of losing everything I ever thought that I knew.)

This is where I run out of words, that describe how i'm so damn hurt.
This is where I fumble and fold, and take what Ii'm told.
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*A ver, ¿ahi tipeo bien? jajajaj.